I'm So Glad I'm a Part of the Family of God

I can honestly say that after a long while of just having to have joy in the family of God. It is not perfect now and nothing magical or significant happened but I am finally ok with walking into my church and being a part of the congregation. I think it has been 2 years since I felt ok with it. Not that I feel like my feelings should rule my life or that I should have to have a sense of love or belonging to that community, because in some ways that hasn't changed. I just feel peace. I wish I knew why but I think the main reason that I am ok is time. I actually waited on the Lord to show me an answer, I was taught patience, I learned something. I love that. I really, really love that. :)