Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Stress

Silly
Time consuming
Really annoying
Emotion
So not needed
Sad

I am needing to breathe a bit. I will get all that I need to ready in due time and if it does not get done then I am not a failure. Just need to reassure myself! I have actually lost my appetite I am so bogged down. I know it will pass when I get really hungry or someone has cheetos, but I just want to feel normal and be in control.
Thanks internet for letting me vent! If anyone were to talk with me all I would do is cry and this is what I needed to get out at this moment. Yeah God for making ways to let it out!

8 comments:

-V- said...

Nice self-talk with not associating accomplishment with identity, Bren - that's great! Can't wait to hug, and maybe cry with, you Sunday...

Rachel said...

Hang in there, Bren. I hope you're able to find some peace of mind soon. I'm glad you're being kind to yourself in the midst of such stress.

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Anonymous said...

What about the R?

Keep up the good work, Brenda. If I was by you, I would bring Cheetos.

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Bren said...

Thanks Ed, kick me while I am down! I can't believe I forgot the R! I get to hit you now when you come over!

Anonymous said...

I wouldn't have it any other way -