Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Heartbreaker

I am broken which, for the first time in my life, I am ok with. I am not having a meltdown, or going into some spiral of self loathing. I am just broken.

Most of the things I am broken about are about other people. People I love, want to protect, want to not be broken, but they are too. I know all I can do is pray for them, that is it. I can't change the pain they are going through. I can't fix it. I can pray and listen if they need to talk.

Right now there are so many thoughts going through my head. Different scenarios of how these situations will end and none of them end with me fixing it. Good thing to keep in mind tonight.

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