Ever have a moment when you don't know why you are upset but you just are? I hate NOT being in control! I am a control freak! Not to be confused with a neat freak, super freak, yet I am a Jesus freak. Just needed to get this out!
I want to be in charge of the emotions I have and to make sense. Doesn't sound difficult but sometimes it is almost impossible!
Had our home team tonight and some wonderful friend brought a cake and there were cards and promises of nights out and I had fun even though a few hours before I was in tears over a garbage can lid.
Maybe when I am 34 I will be more normal, something I don't think I have ever wished for, have you?
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