Monday, October 12, 2009

Patience

I need patience for a situation that has been uncertain for about 13 years. I think I have been patient. I think I have waited for the situation to change, for my feelings to change, for some good to come, for the light to shine and still we are at square one. I know that I can not change people, I can not make them see how they really are or ask them to be something they are not.

I so need to let go and let God. I don't know how to be still and wait. I want to fix it, I want to act, I want things to look different, to be different, to be part of the solution not the problem or to have started the problem.

Deep breath, soon I can move on to forgetting this situation, soon we can just be.

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